Nighttime came and it became quite frustrasting initially because I was expecting my brother, who doesn't attend church services with us, to join us that night but unfortunately changed his mind. Furthermore, my dad was in a bad mood so he didn't join us too. Christmas is supposed to be celebrated with the family (ergo, the whole family should've gone to church altogether) but I think they (dad & bro) didn't realize it that night. Nevertheless, the whole family (except for the two, of course) went to church to thank the Lord for sending His Son over to us.
Just like the ordinary church service, singing of praise and worship songs came first. Pastor Eniong sang "Oh Holy Night" with the worship ministry, with me singing along. Little did I know that tears were already flowing down my eyes and I was literally feeling my heart move. I started to tremble as the the song continued. As the song played, more tears flowed down and it was there that I realized how much the song meant, as if I am singing a ballad, a song for my wife while i was still courting her. I have been singing and hearing the song (Oh Holy Night) for years and this was the first time that the song got into my nerves (and senses). I then realized that it was my relationship with God that has gone deeper and upclose, very personal.... that made me feel that way.... that made me cry. "O Holy Night".... as simple as it is... became the most meaningful song for me for the whole year. It became more valuable and meaningful... because for me "Oh Holy Night" was my Grammy song of the year.
My Christmas was actually that simple yet that meaningful, and "Oh Holy Night" made my 2008 Christmas the most meaningful ever. For it was already God who was speaking to me, speaking to me through the Holy Spirit.... and that too was my greatest miracle so far.
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